“Hills Like White Elephants”
By Ernest Hemingway (1927)
The hills across the valley of the Ebro were long
and white. On this siode
there was no shade and no trees and the station was
between two lines of
rails in the sun. Close against the side of the station
there was the warm
shadow of the building and a curtain, made of
strings of bamboo beads,
hung across the open door into the bar, to keep out
flies. The American
and the girl with him sat at a table in the shade,
outside the building. It
was very hot and the express from Barcelona would
come in forty
minutes. It stopped at this junction for two minutes
and went to Madrid.
'What should we drink?' the girl asked. She had
taken off her hat and put
it on the table.
'It's pretty hot,' the man said.
'Let's drink beer.'
'Dos cervezas,' the man said into the curtain.
'Big ones?' a woman asked from the doorway.
'Yes. Two big ones.'
The woman brought two glasses of beer and two felt
pads. She put the
felt pads and the beer glass on the table and looked
at the man and the
girl. The girl was looking off at the line of hills.
They were white in the
sun and the country was brown and dry.
'They look like white elephants,' she said.
'I've never seen one,' the man drank his beer.
'No, you wouldn't have.'
'I might have,' the man said. 'Just because you say
I wouldn't have doesn't
prove anything.'
The girl looked at the bead curtain. 'They've
painted something on it,' she
said. 'What does it say?'
'Anis del Toro. It's a drink.'
'Could we try it?'
The man called 'Listen' through the curtain. The
woman came out from
the bar.
'Four reales.' 'We want two Anis del Toro.'
'With water?'
'Do you want it with water?'
'I don't know,' the girl said. 'Is it good with
water?'
'It's all right.'
'You want them with water?' asked the woman.
'Yes, with water.'
'It tastes like liquorice,' the girl said and put
the glass down.
'That's the way with everything.'
'Yes,' said the girl. 'Everything tastes of
liquorice. Especially all the things
you've waited so long for, like absinthe.'
'Oh, cut it out.'
'You started it,' the girl said. 'I was being
amused. I was having a fine
time.'
'Well, let's try and have a fine time.'
'Alright. I was trying. I said the mountains looked
like white elephants.
Wasn't that bright?'
'That was bright.'
'I wanted to try this new drink. That's all we do,
isn't it - look at things
and try new drinks?'
'I guess so.'
The girl looked across at the hills.
'They're lovely hills,' she said. 'They don't really
look like white elephants.
I just meant the colouring of their skin through the
trees.'
'Should we have another drink?'
'All right.'
The warm wind blew the bead curtain against the
table.
'The beer's nice and cool,' the man said.
'It's lovely,' the girl said.
'It's really an awfully simple operation, Jig,' the
man said. 'It's not really an
operation at all.'
The girl looked at the ground the table legs rested
on.
'I know you wouldn't mind it, Jig. It's really not
anything. It's just to let the
air in.'
The girl did not say anything.
'I'll go with you and I'll stay with you all the
time. They just let the air in
and then it's all perfectly natural.'
'Then what will we do afterwards?'
'We'll be fine afterwards. Just like we were
before.'
'What makes you think so?'
'That's the only thing that bothers us. It's the
only thing that's made us
unhappy.'
The girl looked at the bead curtain, put her hand
out and took hold of
two of the strings of beads.
'And you think then we'll be all right and be
happy.'
'I know we will. Yon don't have to be afraid. I've
known lots of people that
have done it.'
'So have I,' said the girl. 'And afterwards they
were all so happy.'
'Well,' the man said, 'if you don't want to you
don't have to. I wouldn't
have you do it if you didn't want to. But I know
it's perfectly simple.'
'And you really want to?'
'I think it's the best thing to do. But I don't want
you to do it if you don't
really want to.'
'And if I do it you'll be happy and things will be
like they were and you'll
love me?'
'I love you now. You know I love you.'
'I know. But if I do it, then it will be nice again
if I say things are like white
elephants, and you'll like it?'
'I'll love it. I love it now but I just can't think
about it. You know how I get
when I worry.'
'If I do it you won't ever worry?'
'I won't worry about that because it's perfectly
simple.'
'Then I'll do it. Because I don't care about me.'
'What do you mean?'
'I don't care about me.'
'Well, I care about you.'
'Oh, yes. But I don't care about me. And I'll do it
and then everything will
be fine.'
'I don't want you to do it if you feel that way.'
The girl stood up and walked to the end of the
station. Across, on the
other side, were fields of grain and trees along the
banks of the Ebro. Far
away, beyond the river, were mountains. The shadow
of a cloud moved
across the field of grain and she saw the river
through the trees.
'And we could have all this,' she said. 'And we
could have everything and
every day we make it more impossible.'
'What did you say?'
'I said we could have everything.'
'No, we can't.'
'We can have the whole world.'
'No, we can't.'
'We can go everywhere.'
'No, we can't. It isn't ours any more.'
'It's ours.'
'No, it isn't. And once they take it away, you never
get it back.'
'But they haven't taken it away.'
'We'll wait and see.'
'Come on back in the shade,' he said. 'You mustn't
feel that way.'
'I don't feel any way,' the girl said. 'I just know
things.'
'I don't want you to do anything that you don't want
to do -'
'Nor that isn't good for me,' she said. 'I know.
Could we have another
beer?'
'All right. But you've got to realize - '
'I realize,' the girl said. 'Can't we maybe stop
talking?'
They sat down at the table and the girl looked
across at the hills on the
dry side of the valley and the man looked at her and
at the table.
'You've got to realize,' he said, ' that I don't
want you to do it if you don't
want to. I'm perfectly willing to go through with it
if it means anything to
you.'
'Doesn't it mean anything to you? We could get
along.'
'Of course it does. But I don't want anybody but
you. I don't want anyone
else. And I know it's perfectly simple.'
'Yes, you know it's perfectly simple.'
'It's all right for you to say that, but I do know
it.'
'Would you do something for me now?'
'I'd do anything for you.'
'Would you please please please please please please
please stop talking?'
He did not say anything but looked at the bags
against the wall of the
station. There were labels on them from all the
hotels where they had
spent nights.
'But I don't want you to,' he said, 'I don't care
anything about it.'
'I'll scream,' the girl siad.
The woman came out through the curtains with two
glasses of beer and
put them down on the damp felt pads. 'The train
comes in five minutes,'
she said.
'What did she say?' asked the girl.
'That the train is coming in five minutes.'
The girl smiled brightly at the woman, to thank her.
'I'd better take the bags over to the other side of
the station,' the man
said. She smiled at him.
'All right. Then come back and we'll finish the
beer.'
He picked up the two heavy bags and carried them
around the station to
the other tracks. He looked up the tracks but could
not see the train.
Coming back, he walked through the bar-room, where
people waiting for
the train were drinking. He drank an Anis at the bar
and looked at the
people. They were all waiting reasonably for the
train. He went out
through the bead curtain. She was sitting at the
table and smiled at him.
'Do you feel better?' he asked.
'I feel fine,' she said. 'There's nothing wrong with
me. I feel fine.'
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